i know i haven't been posting much about my heart or what i'm learning, or anything all that deep lately, because the truth is, well i'm more than a little sad these days. of course good, beautiful things are always around, and having breath in my lungs at all is a gift. but if you think of it, prayer means the most to me and i'd ask for prayer! prayer in facing big fears, for direction and obedience, prayer in building community here at home, prayer in being away from the people who hold such big pieces of my heart (man! maybe i'm wimpy or somethin, but those goodbyes were tough, guys), prayer in my faith (i've found i've been praying, "i do believe; help me overcome my unbelief" about God's promises/character a lot lately), and prayer for softness of heart because i've also seen my ugliest, most critical, skeptical sides lately, and i hate that too. basically, i need a lotta prayer ha! but i always want this blog to be a space where i keep it real, and don't just show the sunny sides of my life like it's so easy for me to do, but the hard stuff too. and it's just been a little hard.
Jesus was, is, and will forever be LORD. #canigettaamen