1) wrote in my journal tonight and had the thought of my grandkids reading it decades from now. a cool thought to me, especially because my journal's "leather" with my initials on it and i write in cursive, so, feels legit. (; he/she probably won't be able to read cursive at that point though, so... #awkward
2) jittery from all the coffee i've had tonight, but want to remember forever my sweet time with cass & how full i feel from it. picturing her face against the backdrop of the park near spyhouse like it was a couple hours ago, hearing her talk about her new man and observing her growth and beauty. thankful.
3) i have so much to grow in.
4) stop drinking this coffee, alexi. you're already jittery!
5) a couple weeks ago, i couldn't get it out of my head that i'm not loved. not sure how i got over that, but i'm glad i just did because it felt quite devastating. oh, to live daily confident in His love for me.
6) i could go for a pizza right now but i can't afford it.
2) jittery from all the coffee i've had tonight, but want to remember forever my sweet time with cass & how full i feel from it. picturing her face against the backdrop of the park near spyhouse like it was a couple hours ago, hearing her talk about her new man and observing her growth and beauty. thankful.
3) i have so much to grow in.
4) stop drinking this coffee, alexi. you're already jittery!
5) a couple weeks ago, i couldn't get it out of my head that i'm not loved. not sure how i got over that, but i'm glad i just did because it felt quite devastating. oh, to live daily confident in His love for me.
6) i could go for a pizza right now but i can't afford it.
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beautiful cass. i love you so.
